Keely Spell

My whole life I lived in fear. All my decisions were based on and from fear. I was paralyzed by it most of the time. I didn't trust myself to make decisions because my track record was destruction and lack. I was living fully from a victim mentality and I truly believed that I was not in control of my life. I hated being an adult and being responsible because I felt powerless to create the life I dreamed of. I was in a lot pain from my childhood so I loved drinking to numb the pain and fear. I became a full blown alcoholic by the time my daughter was seven. When I had enough I asked for help. That was nine years ago and the beginning of my spiritual awakening. Read more